as promised I put it behind me ...
again I changed my mission somewhat. instead of asking some women about shops I just did six situational approaches.
well ... I don't know ... today was somewhat different as I didn't kino at all, I wasn't in any real mood for flirting or sarging ... I just opened the sylph (new word ... !) and tried very calmly to transfer some sympathy to her. I didn't even name-close - I could have, of course ... maybe - I didn't care ...
all in all I'm satisfied with my performance. again my confidence reached some very high level to the end - how should I say ... there was just no sexual power within me.
but I'm working on this too ... inspired by some Ijjjji-posts (highly recommended) on mASF I'm trying to raise my testosterone-level. In general I'm experimenting currently quite a lot with several lifestyle-related topics - in deed I bought a bottle of apple cidar vinegar ... you know how that smells - I'm willing to do anything ;-)
1) small shop
opener: "well, this shop is quite new, isn't it?" (as if I hadn't noticed it so far - I looked at some postcards when I said that and afterwards I pretended I was searching for a present)
2) book shop
looking at some cookbooks I said: "there are just too many cookbooks ..." little convo ... good bye
3) shop with electro-stuff
two girls watching cell phones ... blablabla ... I say to one of 'em ... "well my cell phone has to have snake on it" ... said it quite calm ... she looked at me trifle bemused ... I smiled back ... she smiled ... that's it.
4) two girls sitting on the stairs in front of the theater
I asked something analogous to wheather it's okay if I sit down beside her. me:"well that's a nice place in the sun - isn't it a wonderful day (referring to the great weather)" blablabla so far ... "I have to go. have nice day"
5) ALDI-shop
... I opened with my opinion about some muesli ... this time I got the most positive feedback ... she even seemed to flush a little ... well, that's me, I could have built on that ... but I didn't want to - but silly as I am I would have liked to want to ... fuck it.
I left the shop pass a girl ... EC ... she smiles first ... I smile back ... again, that's it. It's even harder for me to open a girl if I get IOI ... that's my personal paradoxon! actually, I can't remember any incident where I would have drawn the male conclusions of getting serious IOIs ... this is also just another reason why I consider this PU-stuff as kinda behavior therapy ...
6) library
she looked very sexy ... studies the laws ... I approached her with "do you want to learn italian?" as she was in the "learn italian" section. well, she even asked me what I study ... oh great, I'm so proud ... goodbye
again I got some IOIs by a cute girl but I had to get my bus.
there's no sense in critisizing my mission ... I failed totally in getting connected ... kinoing would have been the first thing to do ... more positive vibes ... more EC ... next time! DAY 5!
but once again I learned - women don't bite ... if I am cool ... they are cool ... everything is cool!
(just like two little fonzies?!)
many thoughts in my brain ... but I'm too tired for further writing on this blog ... need sleep -> more T!!!
see you ;-)
again I changed my mission somewhat. instead of asking some women about shops I just did six situational approaches.
well ... I don't know ... today was somewhat different as I didn't kino at all, I wasn't in any real mood for flirting or sarging ... I just opened the sylph (new word ... !) and tried very calmly to transfer some sympathy to her. I didn't even name-close - I could have, of course ... maybe - I didn't care ...
all in all I'm satisfied with my performance. again my confidence reached some very high level to the end - how should I say ... there was just no sexual power within me.
but I'm working on this too ... inspired by some Ijjjji-posts (highly recommended) on mASF I'm trying to raise my testosterone-level. In general I'm experimenting currently quite a lot with several lifestyle-related topics - in deed I bought a bottle of apple cidar vinegar ... you know how that smells - I'm willing to do anything ;-)
1) small shop
opener: "well, this shop is quite new, isn't it?" (as if I hadn't noticed it so far - I looked at some postcards when I said that and afterwards I pretended I was searching for a present)
2) book shop
looking at some cookbooks I said: "there are just too many cookbooks ..." little convo ... good bye
3) shop with electro-stuff
two girls watching cell phones ... blablabla ... I say to one of 'em ... "well my cell phone has to have snake on it" ... said it quite calm ... she looked at me trifle bemused ... I smiled back ... she smiled ... that's it.
4) two girls sitting on the stairs in front of the theater
I asked something analogous to wheather it's okay if I sit down beside her. me:"well that's a nice place in the sun - isn't it a wonderful day (referring to the great weather)" blablabla so far ... "I have to go. have nice day"
5) ALDI-shop
... I opened with my opinion about some muesli ... this time I got the most positive feedback ... she even seemed to flush a little ... well, that's me, I could have built on that ... but I didn't want to - but silly as I am I would have liked to want to ... fuck it.
I left the shop pass a girl ... EC ... she smiles first ... I smile back ... again, that's it. It's even harder for me to open a girl if I get IOI ... that's my personal paradoxon! actually, I can't remember any incident where I would have drawn the male conclusions of getting serious IOIs ... this is also just another reason why I consider this PU-stuff as kinda behavior therapy ...
6) library
she looked very sexy ... studies the laws ... I approached her with "do you want to learn italian?" as she was in the "learn italian" section. well, she even asked me what I study ... oh great, I'm so proud ... goodbye
again I got some IOIs by a cute girl but I had to get my bus.
there's no sense in critisizing my mission ... I failed totally in getting connected ... kinoing would have been the first thing to do ... more positive vibes ... more EC ... next time! DAY 5!
but once again I learned - women don't bite ... if I am cool ... they are cool ... everything is cool!
(just like two little fonzies?!)
many thoughts in my brain ... but I'm too tired for further writing on this blog ... need sleep -> more T!!!
see you ;-)
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